I loved all of your interpretations of my dream – thank you all for taking the time to read my dream and see things that I hadn’t! I do feel like I’m starting to turn a corner. In fact, the other day on the way home, this song came on the radio. I was unfamiliar with it, but the lyrics hit my heart. As I was listening and driving, a scene of me dancing with an unknown man flashed in front of me, unbidden, but well received. 🙂 I felt like it was a small sign that someone’s coming. At least that’s how I’m interpreting it.
I’ve been doing a lot of healing work on me these days. I had some time on my hands because I’ve been sick so it’s been good for me in a weird way. I’m finding my center and being open to invitations by friends whom I haven’t seen in a long time. It’s been really healing to be with them again and to be accepted and loved for who I am. It’s like I’m reaching back in time to the authentic Janie I lost long ago.
The real Janie. The one who laughed and loved with joyful authenticity. The person I really am and loved being! Not the sad, divorcee, but a kindhearted woman who has traveled the broken road, but is still here, still smiling for all she’s learned because it’s led her to sparkle authentically again.
Does that make sense to you? Have you ever heard this song? Listen to the lyrics. Doesn’t it feel like a wedding song? I’m not much into country music, but this song touched my heart.