Have you ever had one of those days when you are just weary and weepy and you can’t stop crying? Well, I’m in the throes of one today. There are a lot of issues in my life right now that are coming fast and furiously making my stress levels overwhelmingly sky high. Problems are everywhere I turn and I’m the one in charge. It’s not just work problems. It’s family, it’s the kids, it’s the former husband, it’s financial difficulties, it’s things breaking in the house, it’s emotional sadness, it’s just freaking everything.
And I’m tired. I’ve not been sleeping. I’m worried (and rightly so) for a lot of things, especially having to do with the kids. My hands are tied in so many matters. I am trying to let go and allow things to unfold, but they aren’t unfolding well. I’m frustrated. I’m sick to my stomach about so much that’s going on.
I can’t stop crying. In the midst of a crying jag, I’m writing because I just need to know someone is listening. Have you ever felt that way? We don’t need to talk and I’m not about to bore you with the ever growing list of problems in my life. I know I’m not the only one with issues right now so if you’re dealing with stuff as well, just know I’m sending a hug to you too.
I’m not suicidal because I’d never, ever leave my kids nor abandon my responsibilities. So don’t worry. But sometimes when we’re feeling alone, we just need a little kindness and compassion when we are depleted. And no, I’m not pre-menstrual nor menopausal. I’m just really having a crappy day.
Thanks for reading. I hope your day is better than mine.